Monday, December 23, 2002
Rok Finger’s shopping list is full to bursting this year, like my bladder. This time last year I was a different man, though both of us the same height and with the same hideous facial features, and I bought only a few gifts, for my wife, Arvelyn, my cat, Makeshift, and the handful of bastard children I have spread across America like Jenna Jameson.

This year is a different story, though the similarities to the plays of Neil Simon are strong enough to invoke copyright-infringement issues; this year I’ve had to fall back on my friends, both at my new apartment home and here at the commune offices, so it’s safe to say I have a long Christmas list this year.

I’ve never been good at Christmas shopping. In fact, a dispute over whether or not I owed my first wife of 30 years, Wyfe, a Christmas gift was what ended that marriage. It’s just hard to find the perfect gift sometimes, especially for under $5.50. At first I thought I’d buy all my friends one of those Segway Human Transport thingamajigs—well, you won’t believe what the snakeoil salesmen are charging for those things. I’d have to put in a lot of overtime to get even one, and I could probably supply everyone with a lifetime supply of shoes that would work just as well.

As I said, I have a long Christmas list. It includes everyone here at the commune, like Red Bagel, Ramrod Hurley, Lil Duncan, Ivan What’s-his-commie-name, Omar Bricks, Raoul Dunkin (though everyone’s chipping in on a bag of dead rats for him, so that saves some money), Sampson Hartwig, Boner Cunningham, the tall black drag queen, the short mealy-mouthed loser in the overalls, that castrating-bitch ex-wife of Ivan’s, the girl from that old TV show, the pixie in the cupboard, the movie review guy, Ramon Nootles (or as some like to call him, “big bag of S.T.D.s”), those three photographers, including the one who charges Bagel five different paychecks by using different names like “Snapper McGee,” Ned Nedmiller and the insane chicken (though I can probably get them one combined gift), the dead baseball player reporter, and the scary bitch who tells children’s stories. Oh, not to mention all the Rent and Poet people, the Book people, the guys who do the tiny type, the copywriters, the cleaning staff… what I mean to say is, forget this malarkey, Rok Finger is getting cards for the entire office staff. Uno cards.

Which leaves the few important people in my life to get real gifts for, mainly Camembert and Lee. They’ll be hard to buy for—Camembert will likely want all kinds of handicapped-oriented gifts, like books or sweaters. Lee will probably want things musicians like, such as bass strings, tuning forks, and primo grass. I can’t afford these sorts of things. And I haven’t even bought anything yet for the former pro-wrestler stalking me.

Very possibly I’ll just go back to the old plan, buying something for Arvelyn and Makeshift—at least they never complained. Sure, Makeshift would release an antagonistic “meow” and soil my couch, but I don’t count that as a complaint unless I hear, “Fuck you, Finger.” Which he’s only said once, so I’m in good standing. And Arvelyn, well, maybe I’ll just drop the counter-suit and give her the alimony she’s asking for. It is only $5.50. Ah, Arvelyn—say what you will about her, she knows a man’s limitations.

Hmph. Now I feel very sad and depressed… doggone suicidal rage, all attached to the season. Christmas is here at last!

So Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good gift—Rok Finger autographed press photos. They cost practically nothing since I clip them out of printed columns from work, and they say exactly how much everyone means to me.

Re-Decorating My Life
The walls are a bland egg-white here. Not the natural paint color, but after all the egg fights Lee and I have had, what color can you expect them to be?

Let My Love Open the Door
So… Lee, Camembert. Is this how the Rok Finger housing experiment ends? For whatever reason, I go away and come back to find I’ve been banned from my own Camembert’s apartment? This is the sort of mutiny that is unforgivable, but if I ever get back in, I will forgive you.

Greetings from Gracieland
In a word, readers, Gracieland is everything I could have hoped for, and did. There are truly angels in the architecture. And that line about the roly-poly little bat-faced girl? No longer an impenetrable mystery. Suffice it to say that George Burns’ late wife was not an Amazonian supermodel.

Until I Return, Camembert is in Charge
It boils down to one major credo: Camembert is in charge. Sorry, everybody else—meaning Lee. But somebody had to be picked, and this time it’s Camembert. Maybe next time it will be you, Lee. But not likely.