I Am A Failure As
A Physical Trainer
the commune's Rok Finger doesn't want to hear your body talk 

Monday, Oct. 29, 2001
It takes a lot to shame Rok Finger, friends. Three counts of indecent exposure, a national trial for treason and a bastard child in Spanish Harlem have all failed in the past. But I have to begrudgingly admit that like a Nazi eating a ham ‘n’ Russian front sandwich, I’ve bitten off more than I can chew. I am a failure as a physical trainer.

In my brazen youth of two months ago, I volunteered to help my nephew Camembert, a scrawny wire-thin nerd for whom the very word “wormy” was invented, get back into top peak physical condition, like yours truly. It was an embarrassing incident to say the least, for both myself and poor Camembert, who to this day is still checked into a clinic for those with critically poor self esteem, listed in stable but serious condition.

Camembert, son of my wife’s sister Gretastock, was recently in a severe car wreck and had been milked like an attractive cow by the insurance company during his stay in the hospital. On top of everything else, now they wanted him to hire some expensive physical trainer of vaguely Swedish descent to get back into shape. Ha! I’d rather him die than be taken advantage of like that! Camembert wasn’t ready to go quite that far, but through arrangements with my wife, Arvelyn, I put myself in charge of his physical recovery.

Well, needless to say the first few weeks are better left unmentioned. It was nobody’s fault, to look at it objectively, Camembert was way too eager to please and I rushed in a little uninformed. I still say he walked a good minute like a veritable stallion, even if the doctors with their all-powerful “medical science” say the spine is broken and he’ll never walk again. I was disappointed, sure, but I could still do a lot for upper body strength even if he was paralyzed for life. Still, you should have seen him walk for that minute, it was quite a sight.

As most of you know, I don’t like to work out with fancy gym equipment, I wasn’t born with a silver spoon in my jock. So I was damned if I’d let Camembert do the same. The first step was to lift my car, just like I used to keep in shape. And let’s be fair, people--it’s a Volkswagen, it’s not a Cadillac or anything, I’d say it’s fair game and definitely not “cruel and unusual punishment” like the Geneva Convention says in that quote the judge cited. But, admittedly, perhaps Camembert was a little out of practice to start so big. I say if you can do it there’s hardly a greater confidence booster. I surmise with his legs all floppy thanks to Mr. Toothpick Spine that fiery little Camembert couldn’t quite get the leverage he needed. I assure you when I set it to neutral I was only trying to help him in his effort and of course I wouldn’t have done so if I had any inclination the car would roll on him, but I guess that’s why they give you a driver’s manual, to detail these sorts of things.

I was at my most desperate by this time, as you might guess, and I had basically given up on my proven methods of training. And knowing me, you’d probably say, “Rok, acupuncture?” Yes, acupuncture, you precocious, smarmy bastard. And when did we get on the first name basis all of a sudden?

The eastern art of applying needles to pressure point seemed like a sure shot to overcome Camembert’s numb legs and now-broken arms. I thought I might at least stimulate the muscles and keep them in shape while he was incapable of moving them. Let me tell you now, good people, acupuncture is the biggest Chinese put-on since that papier maché wall they constructed. It’s clearly just a scam to earn back from gullible round-eyes the money they lose in their restaurant buffets. Either that or a specific kind of needle is required that they keep secret, because I can tell you the crochet needle is not an effective replacement.

Camembert forgives my well-intentioned mistakes, at least while the demoral fills his bloodstream. Whether or not I’ll ever forgive myself is another story.

Okay, I did. Phew. It was hard to live like that, but it’s taught me a lesson. There are just some things Rok Finger isn’t cut out to do in life. But I’ll always know I should try it first just to make sure it is or isn’t one of those things. Who knows? Maybe there’s still a carpenter, beer distiller, opera singer, or astronaut in me still waiting to get out.